I woke up this morning and just completely trashed my entire plan for the future.
That sounds negative, doesn't it? It wasn't a negative thing. It was a great thing. But holy shit what did I just do?
I'm officially ditching the BFA to hack together my own little degree and I got a job. Kind of all at once. I was running all over campus, getting signatures and sending emails to my top 5 grad schools and turning in lists of references and all sorts of things. Up and down stairs, in and out of offices, all the while snacking on the stuff I had in my pockets to keep from passing out.
(Luckily there was an apple and two granola bars and Halloween candy in my pockets, not just, like, lint or something.)
I have no idea what I'm doing! I don't know how this is going to work! It is impossible! Which means it's right up my alley, of course.
I need to talk to some people and make some decisions before I can officially solidify anything, but holy shit. I feel like I finally am on the right path again, or at least headed that way. I'd wandered off there for a little while.
Right now, it is time for a nap. It's the only chance for a nap I'll get until Thanksgiving, I think.
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